Random Rantings |
i really just have to rant about this... i don't know why
well, i have the luxury of time for doing senseless things like rant on my blog....
thank God for clearing up my schedule....
i feel that this is gonna be long so please, bear with me...
this thing is separated into parts... it's just too bad i'm lazy to just place a hyperlink....
the first is about me eating meat again
the second is my lack of ideas to make a new layout
third is about whether i should re-layout my site monthly or not
and the fourth is my frustration regarding some unsent photos
but first, some site updates...
I'll be uploading more pictures soon... i just hope that I can send them to the computer (more on this on the fourth part of my entry)
I really just have to kill time right now since I don't know what to do....
my mom will be practicing for her presentation tonight and i want to watch... i actually have this feeling that I'd memorize the steps soon....
anyways, on to my first ranting:
AFTER DAYS OF SACRIFICING, I ATE MEAT!
the worst part is it was pork!!
okay, well i'm trying to be a vegetarian, i know not good for a 15 year old, but i want to do it....
it's mainly because sara sidle (i really have to link CSI here) is a vegetarian and i was to be like her... oh poor me....
anyways, i've managed to escape eating pork or beef (i can't abstain entirely from meat since i am young) for a couple of days now. i even went as far as throwing half meal since i couldn't eat it anymore... i felt guilty about this and i even felt more guilt when our ethics teacher addressed the situation... well of course it was during a lesson and i just can't help but to feel guilty....
this happened a while ago, i was about to eat dinner when i saw 4-5 fried porkchops....
i though there's still another dish since there was soup, the one for sinigang, but no, that was it.
i had no choice but to eat the pork since my dad was eating with me... i actually placed catsup on it... it tasted okay...
right now, i feel like i'm gonna throw up because of it... i've been training myself not to eat pork longer than beef and well, it just had to happen today... it's a good thing i'm not prone to throwing up... or else i wouldn't be able to type this thing straight.
i want to clear up that i do some meat, i eat chicken and i eat fish... i can't live without meat... yet. my parents wouldn't allow me...
well, this is really a shollow topic but really, your stomach reacts differently when you eat something you abstain from...
i remember during the summer, i've been eating chicken constantly. when i ate a cheeseburger, my stomach reacted badly towards it... i felt like i was gonna throw up.... somethingi weird was happening....
well i can say that my diet right now isn't helping me.. i'd always feel sleepy... which isn't good since we have quizzes in school and my brain doesn't funtion well when i'm sleepy... i can't think clearly, but this is really how i eat right now...
i don't eat luch since i eat during recess... and i really don't eat rice that much. ask lydd, she knows...
oh well, i'm not gonna change it... i can't.... besides, if i change my diet, what will be left for me to eat....
i've tried the sky flakes thing... it just made me sleepy during the afternoon and when i drink milk during the afternoon, i tend to have this feeling of wanting to throw up
i've also tried the oatmeal bar thing... believe me, i just got addicted....i'd consume 4-5 bars during recess and 4 more bars during dismissal... very costly....
i've also tried the quesadilla thing.. i'd only eat quesadilla, water and that's it.... it could've work , but there's just one problem, i'm lactose intolerant.. i've been one since i was a baby... and well, i've learned how to deal with it..... i guess it's because i drink milk everyday and i got used to it....
right now, i'd eat rice during recess... i just don't eat meat....well it still makes me sleepy, the good thing is i'm sleepy during the evening....after eating dinner... like right now....
oh well, on to the next one:
I NEED A CONCEPT!!!
i'm desperate....
i think this will be a short part since the main point is I NEED A CONCEPT!
i've always found it easy to think of a layout... i already have an idea, unfortumately, my brain never stops... ideas just keep on forming...
i thought of having a jessica simpson layout... it was simple, it was pink....
but no... it was too simple... and it was big... plus, it was pink... the colour didn't fit....
i felt like my site should have a layout that is light and not bold in colour...
i've thought of a lindsay lohan layout....i even made a blend for it already, but then again..... my mind had to criticize... the blend looked like it was poorly done..... it's like i rushed it... i was wierd since i prefer to make layouts in a rush....
so of course, that idea was scratched....
i thought that a hilary duff layout would be nice... i actually made a super nice blend....unfortunately, it was the size of a wallpaper and i couldn't link it to the content layout....
i ended up making it my desktop wall paper....
i made another hilary duff layout but, again, it was big and boring....
right now, i'm contemplating on making a carrie underwood layout....go back again to what i do best....making carrie underwood blends...
i still have no ideas on haw the layout should look like... i want the layout to seem simple and yet, a lot of components are needed...
well, i'll be doing that in a while
i guess the second part was quite long
and this brings me to the thirs part:
MONTHLY RE - LAYOUTING
i though of having different layouts per month so that i could enhance my skills in web design... unfortunately, i'm pressured to make a new layout (camille, it's the 25th!!!!) and so i can't really think....
i've been pondering on this and i have a feeling that my kelly clarkson layout will be up for some time....
until i can make a new layout....
when you think of it, having the liberty to change your layout when you feel like doing so is advetageous in many ways... your "visitors" would just be surprised that you've changed your layout and that there is no pressure on your part since you don't have to make a schedule on when you're suppose dto change your layout.
on the other hand, your visitors would be anticipaating if you change your layout on a monthly basis....
your skills are enhanced and your disciplined in some way....
now that i think of it, i begin questioning myself... when is it more convenient to change layouts on a monthly basis and when is it better to change it just randomly....
well, i can't answer that right now but i know that i need an inspiration rigth now.....
something that will satisfy both my hunger for what is pleasing and for what is blended or nice to look at.....
i'm still thinking on that carrie underwood layout but i think i'll take more time so i can really think it through....
oh my, i'm having a head ache from all this thinking....
and i'm still only of the third part... oh well, on to the fourth:
AHHH!!! I WOULDN'T SEND
and my computer's slowing down
well, i wanted to send my pictures so i can upload them to the site, but then, something in my mom's phone is wrong.....
some of the pictures wouldn't send....and the whole message wouldn't send to my email address. the operation always failed... agh!!
well, i guess i still have time.... but i'll upload them soon... thy're mostly during the fair since it's the only thing consuming my photo memory... i want to take new pictures and since i still don't have a digicam, my phone will have to do....
i'd like to rant more about this but i'm really sleepy, my eyes are heavy....
i think i'm just gonna drop and sleep... i've been doing ths entry for forty- five minutes....
GAWD!!!
oh well... i think i'll get that much needed eye nap... or i'll just look for carrie underwood pictures so i'll be inspired to do my layout..... what ever happens, i'm really gonna work hard on this layout and it's gonna be up a long time.... not just a month, unless of course i decide to change it for a better one.....
well, i have the luxury of time for doing senseless things like rant on my blog....
thank God for clearing up my schedule....
i feel that this is gonna be long so please, bear with me...
this thing is separated into parts... it's just too bad i'm lazy to just place a hyperlink....
the first is about me eating meat again
the second is my lack of ideas to make a new layout
third is about whether i should re-layout my site monthly or not
and the fourth is my frustration regarding some unsent photos
but first, some site updates...
I'll be uploading more pictures soon... i just hope that I can send them to the computer (more on this on the fourth part of my entry)
I really just have to kill time right now since I don't know what to do....
my mom will be practicing for her presentation tonight and i want to watch... i actually have this feeling that I'd memorize the steps soon....
anyways, on to my first ranting:
AFTER DAYS OF SACRIFICING, I ATE MEAT!
the worst part is it was pork!!
okay, well i'm trying to be a vegetarian, i know not good for a 15 year old, but i want to do it....
it's mainly because sara sidle (i really have to link CSI here) is a vegetarian and i was to be like her... oh poor me....
anyways, i've managed to escape eating pork or beef (i can't abstain entirely from meat since i am young) for a couple of days now. i even went as far as throwing half meal since i couldn't eat it anymore... i felt guilty about this and i even felt more guilt when our ethics teacher addressed the situation... well of course it was during a lesson and i just can't help but to feel guilty....
this happened a while ago, i was about to eat dinner when i saw 4-5 fried porkchops....
i though there's still another dish since there was soup, the one for sinigang, but no, that was it.
i had no choice but to eat the pork since my dad was eating with me... i actually placed catsup on it... it tasted okay...
right now, i feel like i'm gonna throw up because of it... i've been training myself not to eat pork longer than beef and well, it just had to happen today... it's a good thing i'm not prone to throwing up... or else i wouldn't be able to type this thing straight.
i want to clear up that i do some meat, i eat chicken and i eat fish... i can't live without meat... yet. my parents wouldn't allow me...
well, this is really a shollow topic but really, your stomach reacts differently when you eat something you abstain from...
i remember during the summer, i've been eating chicken constantly. when i ate a cheeseburger, my stomach reacted badly towards it... i felt like i was gonna throw up.... somethingi weird was happening....
well i can say that my diet right now isn't helping me.. i'd always feel sleepy... which isn't good since we have quizzes in school and my brain doesn't funtion well when i'm sleepy... i can't think clearly, but this is really how i eat right now...
i don't eat luch since i eat during recess... and i really don't eat rice that much. ask lydd, she knows...
oh well, i'm not gonna change it... i can't.... besides, if i change my diet, what will be left for me to eat....
i've tried the sky flakes thing... it just made me sleepy during the afternoon and when i drink milk during the afternoon, i tend to have this feeling of wanting to throw up
i've also tried the oatmeal bar thing... believe me, i just got addicted....i'd consume 4-5 bars during recess and 4 more bars during dismissal... very costly....
i've also tried the quesadilla thing.. i'd only eat quesadilla, water and that's it.... it could've work , but there's just one problem, i'm lactose intolerant.. i've been one since i was a baby... and well, i've learned how to deal with it..... i guess it's because i drink milk everyday and i got used to it....
right now, i'd eat rice during recess... i just don't eat meat....well it still makes me sleepy, the good thing is i'm sleepy during the evening....after eating dinner... like right now....
oh well, on to the next one:
I NEED A CONCEPT!!!
i'm desperate....
i think this will be a short part since the main point is I NEED A CONCEPT!
i've always found it easy to think of a layout... i already have an idea, unfortumately, my brain never stops... ideas just keep on forming...
i thought of having a jessica simpson layout... it was simple, it was pink....
but no... it was too simple... and it was big... plus, it was pink... the colour didn't fit....
i felt like my site should have a layout that is light and not bold in colour...
i've thought of a lindsay lohan layout....i even made a blend for it already, but then again..... my mind had to criticize... the blend looked like it was poorly done..... it's like i rushed it... i was wierd since i prefer to make layouts in a rush....
so of course, that idea was scratched....
i thought that a hilary duff layout would be nice... i actually made a super nice blend....unfortunately, it was the size of a wallpaper and i couldn't link it to the content layout....
i ended up making it my desktop wall paper....
i made another hilary duff layout but, again, it was big and boring....
right now, i'm contemplating on making a carrie underwood layout....go back again to what i do best....making carrie underwood blends...
i still have no ideas on haw the layout should look like... i want the layout to seem simple and yet, a lot of components are needed...
well, i'll be doing that in a while
i guess the second part was quite long
and this brings me to the thirs part:
MONTHLY RE - LAYOUTING
i though of having different layouts per month so that i could enhance my skills in web design... unfortunately, i'm pressured to make a new layout (camille, it's the 25th!!!!) and so i can't really think....
i've been pondering on this and i have a feeling that my kelly clarkson layout will be up for some time....
until i can make a new layout....
when you think of it, having the liberty to change your layout when you feel like doing so is advetageous in many ways... your "visitors" would just be surprised that you've changed your layout and that there is no pressure on your part since you don't have to make a schedule on when you're suppose dto change your layout.
on the other hand, your visitors would be anticipaating if you change your layout on a monthly basis....
your skills are enhanced and your disciplined in some way....
now that i think of it, i begin questioning myself... when is it more convenient to change layouts on a monthly basis and when is it better to change it just randomly....
well, i can't answer that right now but i know that i need an inspiration rigth now.....
something that will satisfy both my hunger for what is pleasing and for what is blended or nice to look at.....
i'm still thinking on that carrie underwood layout but i think i'll take more time so i can really think it through....
oh my, i'm having a head ache from all this thinking....
and i'm still only of the third part... oh well, on to the fourth:
AHHH!!! I WOULDN'T SEND
and my computer's slowing down
well, i wanted to send my pictures so i can upload them to the site, but then, something in my mom's phone is wrong.....
some of the pictures wouldn't send....and the whole message wouldn't send to my email address. the operation always failed... agh!!
well, i guess i still have time.... but i'll upload them soon... thy're mostly during the fair since it's the only thing consuming my photo memory... i want to take new pictures and since i still don't have a digicam, my phone will have to do....
i'd like to rant more about this but i'm really sleepy, my eyes are heavy....
i think i'm just gonna drop and sleep... i've been doing ths entry for forty- five minutes....
GAWD!!!
oh well... i think i'll get that much needed eye nap... or i'll just look for carrie underwood pictures so i'll be inspired to do my layout..... what ever happens, i'm really gonna work hard on this layout and it's gonna be up a long time.... not just a month, unless of course i decide to change it for a better one.....